I feel like I've spent the last few years working through a 12 steps programme, but it's been me who discovered each step. These days I want to apologise to all the people I hurt along my path - but I doubt half of them would even remember me. If they did they'd probably not understand the depths I was in and so never understand anyway.
People float in and out of your life and not all are welcome. I've been lucky enough to be able to remove most of the negative influences from my life, if not perhaps all... but I suppose what I really miss is really good friendship with other women.
BM and I plan to sit in the garden tomorrow and get pissed. That's the height of my current ambition.
*A note to 12-steps: Rachel's Wedding is possibly the worst film I have ever been subjected to for in-flight entertainment, including a 22 hour flight to Australia where "A river runs through it" appeared to be on a loop. :(
Friday, April 03, 2009
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